Re: Please anyone tell me that there is hope!
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I cannot imagine how you feel. So many women have to deal with this and I hope you can find a good network where you can learn to deal with it.
Maybe if you carry your favourite picture of your baby with happy pleasant memories attached to it and every time you have the other image, look at your picture and say to yourself, this was my baby, this is the baby I am going to remember. Try to make that image override the other image.
Really sorry! Cliche but terribly true 'ONLY TIME HEALS'