| Re: Anyone personally lost their own child by SIDS??
Hi. This is marla. I am so so glad you contacted me! Ill tell u something. I never reached out for help so soon. I turned to alcohol instead. I feel such hope for you it warms my heart. Ok. Back to you. When I was where you are, I was filled with guilt for nothing that was my fault. I claimed it wasn't guilt, but, as I look back, I see now that it was. I was in such deep emotional pain, there was nothing anyone said that "sounded" like what I needed. I just thot to myself: "have YOU ever lost your child to SIDS???" Well then YOU really have no clue, do u!! I am NOT saying I was very healthy at this time. I am only sharing my own experience. I now see that I pretty much shut out everyone and got sicker and sicker. My dream is to help someone else NOT waste so many years of there life by shutting help out and alcohol IN. Of course I NEVER intended to live my life this way. This is what happened tho. There is a SIDS foundation. I recommend u write and ask them to mail you info. I am so close to giving you my phone # but a little leerie in this day and age. Ya know? Please please write me back. I promise ill always be here for you. Best of my ability! Sound like a plan? Plz tell me your name. Sincerely. Marla.
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