I've been so depressed lately......... *cries* I feel like my life is a total disaster. No one knows the real me, except my best friend who I have known for 8 years. Except, I don't talk to her that much anymore cause she is in a serious relationship. She got home from a vacation 3 days ago, and never called me or anything. She came online to aim, and talked for a bit and left. Not a whole lot really.
Than the guy I liked, who is a friend, starts ingoring me. My best friend told him I liked him at the wrong time, so that hasnt been going too well. I was just comforting a friend today, well, trying too because she was stressed about everything. But she wanted to talk to her friend who she can relate to so I couldn't do much help. It made me feel so useless, and I don't have anyone I can relate to. Lots of people I used to know dont talk to me anymore online.... I am told I am a very nice person, and I am very innocent (seriously). I've been told I'm gorgeous (yeah right).. I feel so left out of everything, I miss life! I miss friends! I miss being able to be someone who people would talk to.
*in tears* I'm sorry but I just really needed to get this out. I really need to just talk to someone, but the only one I really have is my mother.. and I dont like telling all this stuff to her. If you read my other topic "I feel so trapped" that is also another problem of mine..