| | friends or not a friend
okay..let me get ya all this straight..
i'm in the situation of confusion..did not know how to differentiate between friend or lover.
i have his girl whom was my classmate. we get along on the net for 2 years now, and i really feels that she is my friend. ok, now i ask her out. when we met, something was not right. she doesn't want to talk to me (not like in the net, she talks a lot..), she seems don't like me or don't want to go out with me or ..whatever. neither she nor i talk about her wierd behaviour after the 'date'.
a month after, i met her girlfriend accidently. we talk a lot and we have lunch instead. she talks a lot about her, how much she wants me, love me from a far, dreamt about me.
i dont know what to say...
for me she just a friend, not more..i know she is an attractive,gorgous girl....but...i dont know.
i never mention to her anything about this girlfriend-friend status between us cause i will never mention those things if i wish to be your friend..should i??
i dont have any seriuos relationship with any girls now.. but i really don't want another relationship right now. being a broken-heart person for the 3rd time make me feels i'm an idoit when it comes to love.
hmm.. what should i do?? i dont want to brake her heart by saying no..or ended this friendship(that i feels it is sooooo not appropriate)..or go on accepting her although i am not ready for it?