I wanna share too :P
I'm 16 years old and I have chronic fatigue. I used to be really active and play heaps of sports but now I can't I'm not just tired I get alot of aches and various other annoying stuff. I am always exhausted and I feel like **** if I don't get ATLEAST 10 hours sleep a day. I'm depressed on and off, although I usually try and keep cheery. My chronic fatigue has also forced me to quit school becuase I can't do much, but I am home schooled now.
I am also loosing weight for no apparent reason, I think it's because of stress. I'm 5'7" and something like 103lbs which I don't know if it is really underweight but I think I should pack on a little chub because I don't feel so great this thin.
I don't see my friends often anymore, not that they were really good friends anyway. I guess I was popular at school which has made me confident yet it has made me very insecure. Being popular isn't so great with the friends talking behind your back thing. I can't bare to open my grades incase I don't have straight A's. I feel like if I'm not perfect I'm worthless.
I don't get along with my father because he treats me like I'm nothing and calls me things which I don't think I'm allowed to write here, but he rarely hits me. All of our family (except my dad) doesn't get along with my dad's side of the family because they are just plain cruel to us. Dad sticks up for them cos he is a ********. For some reason my mum won't divorce him, I think she is afraid of being alone.
My brother has epilipsy which can be really scary to watch. It has been getting worse over the years and he has to keep getting his medication put up. Now his medication is making him sick but we can't take him off it. It worries me that the his medication isn't working so good anymore and I get really afraid he might have a seziure and die or something.
My sister in law has cancer, and in the past two years 3 people I really care about have died.
I think that's about it. I'm not trying to get attention or make anyone feel sorry for me of anything. I just think it feels good to get this stuff out sometimes. I do feel better after writing this actually