| | Not Just a Teen Love
I promise to make this short!!!
I've made a mistake in my life and I don't think its possible to fix and I don't know what to do.
Two years ago I dated a guy that I completely fell in love with. I got really sick and had to have surgery and my mother and I moved pretty far away. I lost his number and couldn't talk to him and it drove me crazy. A "friend" of mine called me and told me since I moved so far he didn't want to be with me, and she told him I didn't want to be with him. So our break up was not even mutual, or wanted.
I went two years thinking I would never hear from him again and as depressing as it was, and as young as I am, I was ready to move on.
I get an instant message on the computer one day from a guy that claims to know me. It turns out it was Jesse. My past love.
We started talking and I stayed over there for about two weeks. Our feelings came back for each other and we want so bad to be together. My mom found out that I was partying over there and having sex with him and she doesn't want me to ever see him again.
I know I messed up and I'm learning my lesson. I love him and I think about him every waking moment and how I just wish I could see him one more time. He told me that he will wait for me, but that would mean waiting 4 months until I'm 18. I've never EVER gotten in trouble before doing anything, this was my first time.
I don't know if I should let him go even though we have been through so much together and we still want to be together, I don't know what to do, someone please help with me advice, I really do need it.
With much love, you are not alone