| | Complicated Situation
Hmm lets see, this is kinda hard to explain, so I will try my best...
I have been friends with this girl from out of town since we were born because of our parents. She comes to visit me, or I go to visit her, a few times a year, and we talk every day online. She's the kind of girl I can talk abuot anything with, and vice versa. I basically love this girl as a friend, and have thought about her on a higher level, especially after she told me how she feels about me (which obviously is good) and how long she has felt like that. I love it when we see each other, and we're great friends, despite the 2 year age difference. The past couple of years or so though, my cousin has been down and it became the 3 of us basically. He is my age FYI. So lately she has been really attracted to him, not so much to his habits (drinking and partying), but to his looks really, and they talk online a LOT. I kind of feel that I am slowly being pushed out here, even though we've talked about this and she says that will never happen. (after the last time she did tell me she liked me less...)But anyways, it's gotten to the point where I dread when she comes, because when she comes, my cousin is here, and it sucks having to watch them flirt, him give her backrubs, all that stuff, and I just know I will find them making out in my house sometime very soon (she hasn't kissed anybody before, she told my cousin that she wants to wait until she is 15 or so). After she told him that, she said that November (her birthday month) isn't that far away, then he said "neither is new years" (usually when we all get together), and that really really bugs me. She is such a good girl, and he would do anything, and from past experiences with her, I know he will try to get her to do things she wouldn't normally do (I don't think she could fully control what's going on given the fact that she likes him soooo much). So I guess maybe I am getting jealous on a romantic level and thinking that she is liking him more (as friends) than me, and I really don't like what is going on. What do you suggest I do? Thanks for reading if you read the whole thing.