| | Can anyone help me please....?
Well i dont know where to start... Im 17 years old (male) and i have some issues that even i dont understand.
The thing is, i know some people wake up with those 'ugly' days when you just dont like the way you look ,etc. That happens occasionaly for some people. But lately its been happening a lot for me, and it really does kill my self confidence.
Its not that im ugly ,i dont think. When i took my senior pictures, i was offered a modeling job by the shop i was at. I was voted best eyes last year. My friends still mention all the girls that think im cute and how i should ask them out (they look very nice themselves)but i just cant work up the courage to talk to them because recently when i look in the mirror at school, i dont see myself. I see some ugly kid that just hours ago at home looked pretty good.
Why the hell is that? I seem to only feel like that at school, and i just started feeling like this a couple years ago. At home i look fine IMO, at the beach when i glance in the mirror i think i look good, but at school and occasionaly when im with some friends i just dont feel it. I feel like im ugly as hell.
Anyone else exprience this? It may sound strange but i just want to know if im alone or not.
I HATE the way i have been feeling as a result of this and i was wondering if its a mental type issue?
Can anyone help? i would really appreciate it.