its really strange, I know she is my first cousin and all and I find it disgusting at times but she is real pretty and I feel like she is giving me signs she likes me also but she has a boyfriend. We grew up together, same schools and everything, only 1 year difference, shes a freshman in college now and Im a senior in high school.
I really dont know what to do, I definately dont want to talk to her about it or do anything about it as I could be looked at really strangely in my family... I just sometimes dream and fantasize about her occasionally.... is this normal or am I a disgusting kid? http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/confused.gif