hey all.
ok, im new on here, so hello
erm, i cant really think how to ask this or the best way to ask it or what even my specific question is but here goes, ill start at the beginning, sorry for the inevitably long post, bear with me

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ok, i've been good friends with this girl for quite a while n shes bout 2 years older than me. and we were never, u no, like anywhere near together or anything, shes just a good friend. then i saw her sister when i was at the pics one time. n so i got her msn addy off her sis n started talkin to her. n i got to know her pretty damn well for about a month, then finally we met up n stuff n it was goin well. n i began to really really like her. n then at new year we kissed (turned into a little makeout thing) n then she...started sorta cryin a lil bit. turned out there was this other dude who liked her n she had scored with me without even giving him a chance. n then we made out again later on in the night

and then it sorta got to a weird period where she sorta had to decide who she wanted. now i missed my chance (

) n he asked her out first, n she sed yes. to cut a logn story short she sed she wudve prefered it if I hadve just asked her out in the first place. so they were seein each other for about a month (which killed me) but they barely saw eachother, n now hteyve broken up. now i see her all the time, shes a very gud friend. n she knows how i feel, n soemtimes i think she does like me in that way, other times im not so sure, n people say things to suggest she does. and now i really wanna ask her out, but i dont wanna rush things if itll spoil our relationship. but i also dont wanna wait too long. any suggestions or comments on what i shud do?
man, shes so amaizng. my lil

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