| Haven't seen a friend outside of school in four years...
Hey guys, i need your help here. When I was around 12 years old, I was quite a loner (being obese and all). I tried to make friends and invited them over to my house and all, but my so-called "friends" ridiculed me and made me feel like crap. This has left a bad experience in my mouth. Four years later, I lost a whole bunch of weight and made a whole bunch of new friends in a new school, but my experience four years ago has made me too scared to invite anyone over to my house, or go over to anyone's house. I want to do that, but for some reason, I can't bring myself to do it, as I'm scared history will repeat itself. I find myself very lonely and depressed as the only time i see my friends are during school hours and I only talk to them in school or on messenger. Can anyone please help me get rid of this stupid fear. Thank you very much.
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