Well, I have a couple of problems. I'm socially inept (according to my mother), I have moved a lot and am in the process of another one right now, I have very little confidence around people my age who I don't know well, and I am really sensitive sometimes, and sometimes I just find myself wanting to tell the people to get over it, in my head though, never to them.
I am 13, I've never had a boyfriend though. I don't know how to talk to boys. I think my parents screwed up with me, because I have no social skills. My mom says I'm not friendly. I don't know how, I guess. I always mumble around people, and I tend to forget that being friendly means actually paying attention to the people. I float into my own little world a lot, I like to day dream.
My family has moved a lot. I'm not talking about little moves from like one state to the other, I'm talking about country to country, continent to continent. I've asked my parents if I could go to boarding school, so whenever we move, I can stay at the same school, but they say no.
I have a weird nose, its big and and has a bump in it when you look at me from the side. My mom asked me if I wanted to get a nose job, what part of my nose would it be? I said I would want to make it smaller, she said she would have gotten the bump done if she were me.
Does anyone have any advice, besides "just relax, you're over-reacting" or something?
I'm 5"9, maybe a little tall for my age (13), I'm fairly skinny, actually really skinny, I'm 90-100 pounds (it goes up and down). I have a fast metabolism. I really don't like my self, I have weird hair that my mom cuts the way she likes, I have no say! I kills me! She always cuts it short, like a bob! It looks so ugly, I cry a lot about it (sad, I know, but people actually laugh at my hair. My mom thinks it looks hip. I hate her.)
I really hate my mom. She says she doesn't use guilt! Please, she constantly does. She tells me about how sucky her life was when she was little, anytime I feel bad. Is it supposed to make me feel better? Make me think that I don't have problems? Oh my gosh, I hate her so much!