I don't know anymore....Someone help
Okay. Here are a list of things that I always consider, and always think about that are on my mind.
School - My parents sometimes tell me that your stupid, Focus on school. They don't tell me this all the time, They are not bad parents, I just don't understand why they would say that. I live in a normal household, Middle class. I just don't get why I should be called stupid. School work, I need to focus more on it, I just never put it into play.
Hobbies - I play drums, and I always get comments and people tell me a I have talent with them. But I need to put more practice in. I recently saw a drummer play, my favorite drummer, and it motivated me intill I lost track and had a problem with somthing, and stressed to much about it.
Girlfriend - When I met this girl, I felt like everything was good. This is where this all started. I always wanted someone to love like this, and I got it. I know that I will stay with her. It's diffrent, It's not one of the *Teen year things* It is diffrent. I can't explain. I always used to be happy, and I always thought about her. But now I am too frustrated to be happy. It is wierd. It is horrible. =[
Time - This all seems like I don't have enough time with my life. First off, I need to get started some where, and sort my life out. I'll take a walk after I read a reply. Someone please help.
Sometimes I hurt myself because of anger, I never do what I tell myself to do. I'll hit myself in the face. I would never cut my wrists, Never. Take my word for it. I just don't want it to get that bad. I just need a starting point. I am confused and I don't know what to do.