Hey, I'm new so i'm a bit confused
I have serve hip pain, its bad and I cry and scream when I get up. I can't sit up at all and it is impossible to walk, when I do I often start shaking and breathing really fast then I feel faint. Its both my hips so I have to use crutches and it really really hurts to use them and takes such a long time. I have had an xray and nothing showed up and on the MRI nothing showed up, I was really hoping they would find something so they can help me. The pain is in my groin, side of thigh, deep into my hip and the back of my hip, in both hips. I can't focus on anything, I forget a lot and can't talk or listen. There is also a clonking and sharp click it will make which hurts lots! I don't sleep till around 5/6 in the morning and haven't been outside because of it in 5 months.
I am really scared to back to my DR as he pushed my leg in the air (making me cry and scream) this made it kill so bad for the next two weeks. He then suggested I was making it click/clonk for a party trick (why would anyone do that, if it caused you this much pain - I don't even think I can purposely do that, and don't intend on finding out.) Its not just me he has said the party trick thing to - my sisters friend had problems with him to saying the same thing. I'm sure when I go into hospital I come out worse because they mess with it all.

I have hypermobility syndrome, do you think this could be caused by it? as my shoulders came out (and stayed out) for a year.
I'm so sorry I sound like I'm moaning, Its just I'm getting sick of it now :\
any ideas what this could be?
How could I mange the pain better? I take medication it makes me sick but I guess they normally do (I think its morphine) and how could I fall asleep better?
Thanks so much!
Also I hope you can understand it - I have really no concentration at the moment sorry