Nahla999

Okay so a few years ago my mother ( who divorced my father and was straight) married a woman called Molly*. I went over to mollys mothers house for boxing day and she introduced me to her niece called Barbara* who was really nice and we clicked straight away. After knowing Barbara for three years I started getting feelings for her that I have never even felt for my previous boyfriends. We always share a bed, hug, hold hands and we have also named our ummm privates. We live in different states which is a big pain. I have never liked another girl before her. We always joke that we are a couple and wen we see eachother after s long time of not seeing eachother it's always awkward to hug infrong of everyone wen saying hello but I really love and care for her. It really pains me wen she cries ( stepmom problem) I don't know if I shud tell her cayuse it might ruin the great relationship we have and I'm not sure about a long distance relationship. One nite we were in bed and we spent 10 minuites just staring at eachother.