Re: Please help.. Idk whats wrong..
Be worried! She will leave you sooner rather than later if this is going to be her life with you.
You sound very young and you have a fair bit of growing up to do. You are putting too much responsibility for your moods on your girlfriend. "If I could trust her, I would be happy". I don't think so. There is a lot of work to be done here. You say she enrages you - what is really happening here is that she does or says something and you choose to blow up and get really mad. It sounds like she is taunting you a bit, sort of rubbing your nose in stuff. That is where SHE needs to grow up too. The big thing here is that she is probably the worst girlfriend you could choose, but maybe you need to work with her to learn to control your responses.
The bottom line - it is YOUR anger, YOUR short fuse. You had all these issues in you before you met her, and you will take them into every relationship, hauling it around like an old suitcase. Deal with it now. Get some counseling, or do an anger management course, read books, etc. Sera