Re: I can't make up my mind.
I don't think anybody can make up your mind for you. You need to talk to your parents about this and just try to calm down and think things through. Maybe make a list of the things that would change, to see if you're really up for something like that. It may sound silly, but it will act as a reality check. Not only that, but it may clear your head a little. Another silly sounding idea may be a pros and cons list. As trivial as that is, if there's a lot of things you're worried about, it will show. Maybe ask if you can spend a week or so with your mom to see how you like things there. It really just comes down to what you think is going to be best for yourself.