Sylor

I'm now 16 years old, I've never dated, never been more than just friends with a guy. I don't think of myself a beautiful (though I have been told otherwise but only by bffs and family), and I go through periods of time where I feel ugly, I have no boobs, I don't have a huge butt, I have minor acne, and I'm short. I sometimes have major anxiety and depressionish moments when I'm alone in my room (I cry in my room so no one will hear me). I have anxiety because I feel like my mom and grandmothers are on the edge of their seats, just waiting for me to have a boyfriend, I feel like a failure to them; I'm afraid that I'm going to end up an old maid without a husband and children. I don't think all of these feeling are over exagerated, but it doesn't help my anxiety when I have people in my classes telling me I should stuff my bra, and I'm annoriaxic or guys telling me that my best friends are drop dead gorgous. I have also dealt with extreme anxiety when I was in sixth grade aand extreme depression in seventh grade, both in result of moving. I just wanted to know if everyone or some people of higher majority deal with this too. Because iI feel like I'm attention diva when I feel bad for myself or cry.