talk about brain fog earlier.
Today I had a doctor appointment that I had to really get my wimpy self phsyched up for. (takes alot for me to talk to doctors when I know I will sound goofy) It is not thyroid related, but need also to get my prescription renewed. Booked the appt for both me and my daugher, and I had my list of things to do with the MM I have and am having some sort of treatment for though all that is still unclear. Some of you know about me and my stupid MR.MOLE who was not such a cute dear afterall.
However, in we march.... Daughter even circled some suspicious moley things she has spotted, in BLUE washable CD marker pen!! oh me! I had wanted to appointment today (wed) as DD was not working and thus no rush *I still am unsure about driving when having these brain fog stuff, though my levels are ok and all that is fine.... BUT brain fog, menopause, other issues weighing on my brain fors sure.
We sit down, I think "Hmm I will go and ask that DD go in first" and the secretary bless her (says "oh Bonnie, how nice to see you what can I do for you? I said "well can you put DD in for the first appt me in for the second? she checks her book, she checks her computer, she smiles that knowing smile and says "but you re booked tomorrow, doctor does not have office hours on Wednesday (never has) always at the hosptial doing surgery on Wednesday ----- I did not even turn red. I just felt my shoulders sink, my feet curl, and my blood pressure dropped or soared (could not tell) Then I said thankyou and marched out with DD in tow.
BRAIN FOG combined with other things makes for dangerous to her self Bonnie. Then on to grocery shopping tripped over a crate that held cartons of eggs, some little TEEEEENY older man tried to rescue me, (damsel in distress) well he was half my weight, and thank GOD I did not swear like a hmmmm but said ever so OLD LADY LIKE "oh my goodness gracious" just like that old granny on the cartoon with tweety bird.....OOOOOOOOH (I am 54)
Just thought I would share for all us here who do stupid things, and I have learned to accept my 'moments' with GRACE and dignity hahaha
Think I should have a nap now. Don't YOU? been a day for sure and now I have to get up my nerve to talk unknown talk tomorrow.....
In the dark Bonnie