Thanks to all of who have me in your prayers and thoughts. THis is such a great board and I have learned so much about all that I am going through..the shock of it I'm sure will come and go. Its very strange to me but I just want to have the surgery to remove my thyroid and the cancer and go on with my life. I think I've had every emotion known........but thats good right you can't hold it in. I even found myself talking to my cancer last night and told it not to do any visiting around with any of its neighbors and not to invite any one over. I told my husband this and we both just started laughing, that is the best medicine right.