I need advice please. I am feeling so frustrated right now that I cant make anyone belive me that something is wrong. My TSH is at 5.16 (maybe higher) and thats pretty much all I have to go on right now. I went to the Dr. and he said that there is noting wrong with me. Now i am questioning myself. Am I just being a hypochondriac?

I have seen a few dr.s over the years and they all say that I am fine. Nothing further just that I am fine and it must be depression and that i need to see a shrink... I dont have insurance so I cant just change Dr.s when I want. I can only go to a clinic 2 times a mth. That is where I saw my previous Dr. that said that I am fine. That some people just burn calories slower and I just need to eat less. If i eat anyless I will die of malnutrition!! I just dont know what to do. Is he right?? Is there really something wrong with me?? I dont know what to do....
Has anyone gone to an out of the pocket Dr.? How much did you have to spend? I have an appt. with one on June 15 but the intial visit is going to be $200+ I dont have that kind of money I am only 24. And all follow up visits are $80. He dosent accept insurance. I called and questioned his nurse and he seams like he is a good Dr. but I dont have $200 to find out hes not. Does anyone have any advice??
Thank you in advance