Hi lve been using the boards for along time even before been diagnosed with graves.... it will be my 3 year anniversary of been dxn with graves next month although l know lve had it for a lot longer than 3 years lve led off surgery even though it was offered to me from my 2nd endo appnt because l was so scared l guess if l knew l would still be ill years later l might of been better off doing it years ago!. Like some of the others l have had lots of problems and l have been resistant to the drugs l finally agreed to see a surgeon in March. I know l am not going to get any better despite high doses of anti thyroid meds and using block and replace. So l know how scared you are honestly! Im waiting for the letter with the date dropping through my letter box and l can tell you when it does it will make me ill lol l am so scared too but when l see how good others feel its lifting my spirits. I think of all the things that can go wrong more than what can go right and lve even been having panic attacks at the thought of going in to getting it removed! really bad attacks
l KNOW the letter is coming soon l have a 'feeling'
Your not alone and lots of us understand exactly how you feel. I will be posting alot in the run up to my op because l know lm going to have myself round the bend lol and lm just going to read how good everyones doing but alot of people once there well disappear from the boards lm glad some stay
good luck with everything thinking of you xx