I just looked at a post of yours from last year wherein you provided some thyroid labs.
Unfortunately, no one responded.
If I was a member back then, I would have suggested that you get treatment ASAP.
TSH > 2 is suspect for hypothyroidism.
FreeT4 levels lower than mid-range are considered hypothyroid.
You had both....and I suspect things are just as bad now, if not worse, than they were last year.
Please find a doctor that will recognize obvious hypothyroidism and start you on some thyroid hormone replacement meds.
There is too much life worth living.