I totally related to this article. I could see the pattern that I have been going through ( not even realizing it). I knew that I was a chronic pain sufferer but I guess I did not know the emotional part of it. Since no one was able to diagnose me with anything wrong with me, I went along with my daily life. I have always been in alot of pain, but what could I have done. No one believed me. I had all these symptoms but nothing was wrong with me, they would tell me. This has taken a lot of my energy. I had to rearrange my whole life to figure out how I was going to live with all this pain, pretty much alone. My husband has been here, but he really can't comprehend how much pain I have been in, because he is not in pain. He tries but he can't really. He has been my main support through my day to day life. I can see how destructive this disorder can be when left alone. In a way I did go into denial for the world, never for myself. I knew I was in pain, but was I going to burden people with my problems that had no name...no. Everyday life is so hard to do and enjoy, a lot of people just don't get it.
This article was cool because it showed my pattern pshycological. For the doctor to come up with this through his own personal experience was also very interesting. One of them finally understands what we go through everyday, and he is telling the world... lets jsut hope they believe him.
Heather
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