Hi Saaraah:
It sounds like good news and bad news. I'm glad a lot of your symptoms have lessened. From what I've seen posted on the board, ear problems seem to be the last to get better. Have you spoken to the dentist about why they'd be getting worse? If not, you might want to check. Maybe it means you're due for an adjustment? Do you follow a regular adjustment schedule, like weekly, or just whenever you start feeling uncomfortable? Your opening has changed a lot which is terrific.
Not need to feel guilty. TMJD is hard to take. It's gets us all down. I certainly know this from personal experience. I can feel semi-normal one day, the next day I walk around close to tears. It's like a rollercoaster ride, except without the fun and candy floss
I know what you mean about not wanting to get too hopeful. I'm STILL looking for someone good to treat me. Still considering doctors in your area as I've been unable to find someone here I feel comfortable with. Unlike many TMJD sufferers, I have most of my pain in my teeth and gums. Because my bite is so off, it causes a lot of pressure on my teeth, so over the last two years my gums have been receding and been sore more of the time. Add to that some very poorly done nightguards which cause additional pain. Until I find a dentist I trust, I thought I'd take a different approach and see if I can build my body up from the inside - so I've been seeing a homeopath. It's only been a few weeks, and I'm afraid of getting too hopeful either, because I don't want my hopes shattered, but it seems like my gums are at least looking a healthier pink. I can actually put a toothbrush up to them now without cringing, at least in many spots. But I'm afraid to think this will last because TMJD seems unpredicable, at least until things have stabilized for a while. It sounds like you're on your way there. When do you go back for your next checkup?
I'd also seen a neuromuscular dentist out of province. Before I went to see him, I asked several times about adjustments and was told once he got the splints just right, they wouldn't need adjustments. They never felt entirely comfortable, with a lot of pressure on one side. I didn't have an opportunity to wear them for a long time before I had to come home, but once home felt they just weren't right, and obviously do need adjustments. So, I'm kind of right back where I started, but much poorer for it, which adds to stress level. That's why I'm being so careful now.
It sounds like you're on track, now it just takes time and patience. I hope things keep improving for you.
Take care,
Arleen
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