Hi, everyone.
I can say that some good is going on, being that I haven't had much solutions over a month.
I went to the ortho yesterday and by the Grace of God, I was able to get impressions made. At this point, it doesn't matter that I am in extreme pain and nauseated up the ying yang....I can just say that at least the ball is rolling.
My doctor has prescribed something strong for the pain, which at least can help me on the weekends.....It just is frustrating. My doctor feels I should see a psychologist...And, if I was truly depressed, I would consider it. But, I find those not going through this non understanding. Our pain becomes so bad that....Well, for me, it gets to the point that I can not stop crying....
I am hoping to get my splint in the next couple of weeks and I am really hoping that it works....I am not wanting surgery; by no means. But, I am willing to consider it if this pain continues to worsen and my opening continues to decline. I just can't see myself going through this, again, for years....and years. I have had physical therapy....cranio work, iontopherisis, tens unit, acu--something, moist heat, ice. Coming from someone who has had 3 bilateral arthoscopies, 2 open joints (one mesectomy sp??), and an arthocentisis...to name a few...I never want to go through surgery again. But, I also don't want to lose the person I have become. Since my last surgery, when I was 18, I have found such a wonderful person, whom I am afraid will disappear if this continues.
I know there are worse things to go through in life....But, we all know how bad this pain can be....
So, I read your threads...and I still say, We can only live in the now....to all of you in bad pain, today....It will be ok