Hey my beautiful people,
Thanks so much for your quick responses and kind words...
I am thinking of you guys hey .. i just know we can overcome this and WE will be FREE.. ! Even if i am 100% i will keep on track on this board as i want to see you ALL well! But i will always update my progresses every 1-2 months or so.
My big brother when 19 went through hell , he had lymphoma and nearly died.. he suffered hell from the years of 01-04 and still he isnt 100% but he beat his cancer.. hes now 26and now has a good job and is getting his life back on track.. i recall that when he was in his worst.. he hung in there but he doesnt ever like speaking about it as he went through to much pain, Stem cell being the worst and months and months of radiation and chemotherapy... I hate illnesses hey!
i look to him as inspiration and to you guys as well...
In response to your questions i wear orthotics as all my life i have had flat arches and i walk outwards so i remember getting aching legs all the time and just go tired.. but PLEASE give them ago ... they changed my life with my walking...
Yes i wear both an upper and lower splint. I adjust them both weekly.Ive had my lower for 3 months and my upper for around 1 month and 2 weeks.
In regards to surgery, well the reason i saw a surgeon is my family began freaking out as i was in SO much earpain all the time and they thought to gain a opinion ... it was good to see a surgeon just to be sure..and he said i definitely dont need an surgery as he looked at xrays i got from my dentist.. its REALLY worth the second opinion..
Also i resigned my job as it occured to me to overcome TMJ we need as less on our plates as we can possibly have until we recover fully.
I'd say im 75% better than last year but i do get my flare-ups alot..

I hate them as you automatically think you are moving backwards.. just then my left ear hurt but its gone for the time being and my jaws are aching like anything... but hopefully the frequency of earaches will leave!
How are you all going? ... You are in my prayers. Thanks again Thelma Louise and luvtocamp for your responses!

i am thinking of you both!
Thanks again for all your support... Love Always Temera