What would you guys do now in this position... please respond
Hey everyone ,
So i'm still on my drugs on endep and Diazepam (2mg) I took 2 tablets of the Diazepam at the same time ... i'm supposed to take one but the pain was SO SO bad hey like so so sharp on my right side.. i didn't even eat anything today of fear of making my ears worse.. i lay in bed all day , coming in and out of sleep, i'm scared in case i'm ruining my body due to my drugs but my brother said it shouldn't be as i'm not addicted and it cant be ruined that fast, am i right?!!! I just cried for a bit but then just prayed all day , because i know theres no point in us dwelling we must have action. I am doing my best to be strong .. i want us all to be!
Last night my right ear became like this SHARP agonising earache and my jaws all feel tender... My brother feels so sorry for me and he's fed up so he called MORE dentists and on the phone i explained to them what happened .. saying no more "maybes" and we need a guarantee to fix my sister... anyways so they have this meeting (the people he calls) about me and they have no clue what to do and they said " we feel for you honey, but we would exactly what you're dentist is doing.. theres no point in seeing us because we have no clue how to help you, i wish you luck..", I had told them all the things i had exhausted and they said well we would of just told you to exhaust the same things but they have no clue how to fix me .. i was so sad but at the same time grateful that they told me the truth and made it blunt as i asked her too!
Now i am lost and i have no idea where to go... I think i may need a cortisone injection.. this was supposed to be my one month break but like always its a tmj nightmare...
I have made an appointment for my dentist again this Friday .. anything i should ask her???
im scared .. what else can i do ... what other options are there for me... ???? Do you thin surgery??? Im twenty and i cant live like this anymore. im so so scared.
I love you guys , any advice which may help will be so badly appreciated.. im going back to lie in bed now and pray.. Thanks or being here guys !!