| I am in so much pain
I can hardly sit her and type this (actually I'm laying on my bed propped up) I am in so much pain. This is my life now. I wake up sometimes feeling normal, but by late morning the pain starts and gets worse and worse throughout the day. I'm not clenching during the day, I know I'm not. I think just normal talking, eating, smiling is what causes the pain. I took 3 ibuprofen an hour ago and it has not touched the pain I'm experiencing now. Sometimes it does help... it just depends on how bad the pain is I guess. I feel like I'm living in a fog. I have 6 children and I can't keep up with my life when I'm feeling this way. I feel horrible about that. Their memories will be of their mother rubbing above the ears with a distraught look on her face. I hate that. I am going to another oral surgeon in a couple weeks and I hope he takes me seriously. The other one I went to told me it was just stress and there was nothing wrong with my joints. I just want to cry. And vent. Thank you.
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