I'm scared, but this might be just implantation
I'm 12 dpo now.
Last night my husband and I BDd even though I'm waiting for AF (LOL just was in the mood i guess).
When I went to clean up, I wiped after my pee break and the tissue was covered in of course sperm, but also bits of a light brown coloured stuff, and there was one piece of actual tissue. Now in my mind it could be two things:
The freak-out me asks: If I'm pregnant, could I have possibly hurt my baby, since it's so early in developing?
The common sense-me asks: If I'm pregnant, and I have never noticed implantation spotting, is it possible that I have had had implantation bleeding @ around 5-6 dpo as I had suspected before, and because there was so little, I didn't get any of it on my tissue, and my husband "stirred the pot" a bit and brought it to the surface and it's brown because of course it's old. It wasn't the same brown as old blood normally was though, it was a tan kind of colour which i have NEVER seen come out of me anywhere LOL.
I'm having some cramping today, which I recognize, but I hope I don't recognize it from my memories of my two miscarriages.
Please help!! By the way, AF is due on Friday. Had a little slight bit of pink this morning. I never come early even when we BD near AF.