I really need to whinge, but i dont want anyone around me to hear it, so if you dont mind.
LIFE IS UNFAIR- we have been trying for ages and if its not one thing then its another, my hubbys sis is now pregnant to a drug addicted maniac and none of the family are at all happy.
When i spoke to his mum she said, ohhh hurry up i was really disappointed it was not you. As lovely as it is that they want me to bare their grandchild, (they are a lovely family Its just his sister is still rebelling at 27)its soo much pressure, and it makes me feel crap,i recently had leep and so have been out of action until a few weeks back so there is no chance this month.
I just feel like i am to blame, my hubby has worked out our sons name already and i aint even pregnant, i feel like i am letting everyone down!
It took me a long time to decide i wanted another one and now i have, i cant have one.Sorry for moaning i didnt want anyone else hearing Thanksx
And good luck to you all.