ARRRGGGGG I Started Spotting Today - Trying to Conceive (TTC) Message Board

shawnab · 01-18-2006, 09:28 PM

AHHHHHHHH, this morning I started spotting a tiny bit. AF is due Saturday. THis wasnt our greatest month, but in the back of my mind there was a bit of hope. I guess good ol af will be here soon. AHHHH. My dh (right now its NOT darling) keeps telling me not to "freak out" and he didnt expect us to get pg after only 3 mo anyways. Thats nice.......Anyways, Im still having a hard time at work because two girls are 10 wks and a friend of mine from school is doing an externship with us and shes 5 mo, so its baby central. Right now I want to quit. I have a logical side of me that says im being ridiculus and the emotional side that says im rational. I know Im going nuts over this, but I cant really stop. I am depressed, moody, and quite unpleasant to be around. I dont know what to do. Im just sad af is comming. Thanks for letting me vent and baby dust to EVERYONE!!!!!

popoaikonkon · 01-18-2006, 09:54 PM

ahh~ I feel ya. I have 2 girls at work pregnant as well. BOTH due in Sept. One is having very bad morning sickness and one is having very bad cramps. me and another girl are trying to conceive, prefer- girls. anyhow, don't know. i HATE waiting every single month and driving the hopes up.

I guess, sometimes we have to let loose, and think positive or don't think at all. because any month can just be IT *_*

CuteT · 01-18-2006, 11:55 PM

Awe, sorry to hear that, but GOD do I know how you feel. My dh and I were trying to conceive before we were put on hold because he had back surgery four months ago. My SIL is two months along and all I keep hearing about is how everything makes her sick. My MIL called today to tell my dh, "Oh, you should see her tummy. It's getting so big!" OMG lady...it's only been two months.

LOL! Part of me is so happy for her because I know how much she wanted this, but the other part of me keeps saying, what about me? I feel like i'm running out of time. *sigh* I just have to keep reminding myself... Our time will come.

pinkie1 · 01-19-2006, 12:42 AM

I know exactly how you feel, ladies.
I have friends in all stages of pregnancy at the moment, along with recent deliveries. I have to deal with some of them saying "When are you gonna have more?" We've been trying for almost 2 years. Sometimes I just want to say to them "Well, we've been desperatly trying every stickin' month for the last 2 years and we're on fertility drugs. Maybe you can ask God when it'll happen?!" But, I know better than to open my mouth that way.

I too am starting to spot. I thought maybe this would be the month b/c my uterus was kind of tender (usually isn't 3-4DPO), breasts alittle sore. I'm trying to not think about it. AF not due until this weekend.

Shawnab- I had to laugh at what you said about your DH "(right now it's NOT darling)". I was feeling same way this last O time. We BD once the day before O, and I was in the mood the next day. Well DH (not darling, either) was not in the mood. What the?

That was a first for him!

May we have better luck next month.

JustDance · 01-19-2006, 10:57 AM

Seriously, you know its bad when dh isn't in the mood. Right now I'm still EWCM and charting for the first time, and haven't yet had elevated temp, so I want to bd every day (or more

) but dh is basically only willing every 36 hrs - which isn't bad. I tried to rationalize that if we do it lots right now that I KNOW I'm fertile, then we will very likely get pg and won't have to keep trying so hard each month. Sex can be spontaneous again, but let's just plant that seed!