AAHHHH I am so frustrated.

I am on cd 38 my cycles are usually 35 days and am never late. In fact the last few months af has come early. For the last week i have been exhausted, had nausea (especially after i ate), tender breasts (nipples even more), excess cm, slight cramping and bloating. I was getting excited and just felt that we finally got it. But today when i woke up all symptoms were gone!! I dont know if this is a good sign or a bad one. I took a test on cd35 it was neg. I took another one today another neg. I wouldn't think it would be to early but maybe. I'm so sad i swear i was. Anyone else experience this?
Baby dust to all