Thanks Chooster, for the replies,
You know...I might of came off as bitter but not rude..I feel on other boards dealing with TTC welcome.. on the other hand this one has not come across off that way, I thought I could share my frustration..My husband and I, when we make love we don't think about the child we do enjoy ourseleves...It is only metion after love making we hope peiord will not come and pregnancy will... so no pressure is being put on each other..
I'm 25 he is 28..there are people that have babies at age of 18 20 201 and 25 I dont think and I know my age is not unreasonable to have a child infact time does start to run out when you get older.. i dont want to be trying in my ages of 30's...we have been married sense 2005.. we did it the right way..
Nothing is wrong with baby dreams, day dreams.. hopes. if anything that keeps the joy and hope of concieving alive in us...I'm a homemaker as it is.. I will have time for my baby when he or she comes... in only these type of decisions can be made between my husband and I..I dont even have to "defend " or justify myself..to anyone..
I'm old enough, im married, i do have the time, I dont get younger i get older.. and my eggs inside dont get anymore...No I haven't been trying for to long, right..but I still have suspicions on why its not happening now..in for good reasons dealing directly from my past that cant and wont be discuss on this board..no one is blaming anyone of if its me or him.. i'm the one that suspects it might be me.. and my doctor had my blood test done for this..
Yes I am extremely stressed out right now, I'm pretty sure that has a good part to do with this as well.. so I thought I'd get little more supportive responces from this piticualr message board..but... thoughts are thoughts..
I'm not going to worry of this anymore, when It happens it will and I'll be very excited and feel blessed..but it can be mind troubling and it has been to some degree... its not ruling my whole life...its just feels like its taking from the part of me tho...can't really go into explanation and I dont need too..
If i came off bitter and if this e-mail comes of rude.. forgive me I'm just accessing my assertive-ness tackful...I don't know any of you personally as well as non know me personally..so I just send off an hope to all that whatever ya'll might need to happen in life dealing with your TTC or babies.. May Jesus Bless You All thru this Journey of TTC.. and may the desires of your hearts be fullfilled...and may everyone of your babies always be healthy everyway..
Keep an eye onto the Lord all who choose..and things will happen for the good...(( hugs )) I'm not posting or coming back to this piticualr topic of TTC message board.. but thanks again for reading my post and reply..God bless again