cookiemunster65

well, since i'm famous for my P-ingOAS.. i took one this weekend and got a BFN.. it was "screaming" negative. i still think it may be too early to test, but let me tell you. the thought of any food makes me sick. its like, i'm hungry, so i attempt to eat something plain, i get halfway through forcing myself to eat when i honestly feel "it coming back up." i still have yet to actually throw up, but from morning to night, with about 10 minutes during the day that i feel okay, i try to cram as much food down my throat as possible, which in turn makes me feel much worse, but my husband is making me eat, since i've had 3 bites of lightly buttered noodles, 4 chicken nuggets, half a bowl of cheerios, 2 pieces of toast and a half of a cheese sandwich in the past 4 DAYS!

i'm waiting a few more days, and calling the doc. i should be due for AF's arrival any day now, so if she comes, the doc is going to get a nice phone call. if not, test again - and again - and again. it's sickening to know how much money i've wasted on hpt's. the EPT conglomerate must love me month to month.. i probably pay for the company's health benefits HAHA

i just had to get this out of my system. i'm feeling very frustrated over this and who better to talk to then people going through the same thing. this board has been the best thing for me.. thanks to all who've helped this far