Hi, im new on this board.
looking for advice and reassurance i guess. been on other boards and they are pretty down on me cos im an older would be again mum.
Im mum to three children and one has disabilty. Ive now met the man of my life and we want a baby of our own. my past relationships were bad and the father doesnt want to see his children
me and hubby of three yrs ttc for about 3 yrs id say on and off and in that time he has had erectile probs and then ejactulat probs, but now its cleared up and last six months we been trying properly,he hasnt been checked out but has fathered two boys twenty yrs ago.
i got checked out at doctor and she said im good shape, wt, good blood results and scan of uterus was fine.
bought a clearblue monitor and use opk, got result really dark one this time and peak of cbm this month. today and yesterday. we been doin it all this wk everyother day.
thing is i keep thinking i wont get preg, why shuold it happen when hasnt so far? what diff will the clearblue monitor make,. or anythin. jsut started taking folic acid. trying get fitter, i walk everywhere anyway and my kids keep me busy. im ideal weight doc says but personally id like to lose couple pounds though! but wouldnt we all.
need advice. need some positive input. be gentle, first time posting.
thanks so mucho x
