 When you just don't feel good.....
Probably OT and I am just venting. I have been quite ill for the past week, started as a bad headache, neckache, fever, blah blah blah. Then throw a bad cold in... ick. Did the dr. thing last week and then Saturday ended up in the ER, CT Scan and Spinal Tap (ICK), things came back fairly normal but still not feeling up to par... plus I'm on pain meds and relaxers, so of course I am in no mood to eat healthy, but really trying to maintain. Today, I blew it, but didnt beat myself up too bad (had mac and cheese, it was low fat, but it was still mac and cheese!!! LOL), tonight had spaghetti with zucchini noodles instead of pasta...but now i want ice cream. Took a Z3 and hoping that this craving will pass... but you know how when you don't feel good, you just want comfort food? Okay, so I'm not telling you something.... I had 2 pieces of pizza yesterday, hamburger and fries when i got home from the hospital... my boyfriend got it for me, bless his heart. I know that your body burns more cals when you are sick and i really don't feel guilty, more concerned with getting well than fat... but i guess i am just in a funk and needed to vent about it. i'm not allowed to do anything but 15-20 minutes of cardio each day right now... going on a cruise in 22 days and really wanted 10 lbs off... starting to realize that might not happen, just a little depressing. thanks for letting me vent!
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