ha ha, must be you guys didn't read andrea's post on the last thread. She only started this one because she could not access the old one, and then she could, so she said to use the other one til it's full
Well after my weekend battle with myself about doing this diet again and not doing its all AF's fault.Go figure LOL
I am back on it.And I thought it was only me that was thinking I am below my goal weight and why am I not happy.This board is such a life saver...I did so bad this weekend no water I ate some Ben and Jerrys Brownie Fudge Icecream which was like 900 calories in its self.That was all I ate that day.Why does that time play such havoc on a woman??? So far today and doing great had breakfast and lunch and I am drinking my water.Well I am off to read some more I just had to vent on myself for a second..LoL
Check back later
Boy are you guys chatty! I'll never be able to keep up lol! Sorry I've been MIA, I go upstate camping with my parents on the weekends. How did everyone do this weekend? I did REALLY BAD on Saturday and Sunday. Saturday I ate a big breakfast...then a small bowl of chinese for lunch then a huge roast beef dinner with potatoes corn and a dessert. It was GOOD but boy do I feel bad about it. Sunday I did ok until mid afternoon when I was bored! I hit the Natural Cheese Doodles(finished of the last of the bag) a big pickle, Reese's pieces, and a couple triscuits. I haven't binged like that in a LONG time, and I'm planning on never doing it again!
I'm starting up Jazzercise again tonight, and I'm gonna start running in the morning before classes. But gosh is it hard to get up at 5am! lol!
To Froggie...I know I'm late but I want you to know that I also feel the same way you do. At 156lbs...I felt like crap, then I lost and weighed 134lbs. and still felt like crap. I even went through Liposuction in April and I'm STILL not happy with my body. My self esteem has improve a small amount...but I'm still not happy. It does make me think, when I get down to 120lbs...will I be happy then? Or will I go get more lipo, or try to lose more? It's crazy.
Anyways, I hope everyone has a great week!!!!!! SMILE!!!
I know I'm not "part of the group" but I read you y'all everyday. I just had to respond about hitting your goal. No, you won't be happy. HAHA! Isn't that great news?
I started at 156. Hit goal of 135 a year ago this month. Didn't feel thin enough, kept dieting until I weighed 121. I still don't feel great. I've analyzed it a lot in my head. I think one reason, at least for me, is that the whole time I was fat I kept thinking that "everything will be ok when I'm thin. If I could just be thin again." SUPRISE! Everything is still the same. My family still loves me. I still live in the same house. My mind is the same mind (well except for menopause). It's just generally all the same except now I'm thin and still obsessed.
Now my obsession has changed. It's changed from worrying about losing the weight to worrying about maintaining the weight. Heck, 95% of people who lose it gain it back. I spend my time worrying about being one of those 95%.....
Instead of being depressed because I got fat, now I'm depressed because realistically, this will never end. I can never go back to the way I used to be when I didn't give a thought to what I ate. It's depressing to realize that it will never ever end.
It's great to see you all doing so good. Even if you're unaware, you're a doing a great service to the people who are trying to lose weight. They read your posts and are inspired. Keep up the good work.
Now that I've cheered you all up, it's time for my yummy low calorie snack UGH!
((((((((sm))))))))) vent anytime! im so sorry about af. ya know i was wonderin the very same thing during my last cycle! as for the b&j's yea i know! its somethin like 300 cals for HALF a cup! @ least the edyd double fudge brownie is 170& its only 10 fat.