Palemeno: can I ask how old you are and your height? I'm assuming that you are a teenager but I cold be wrong. 95 pounds is pretty low unless you are very short. If you could give us the rest of your stats; it would be helpful. A $500 shopping spree sounds great--but if 95 pounds would endanger your health--it's definately not worth it!!!
I think the last time I weighed that was when I was in 3rd grade.
Not to be misleading, but my sis in law is about 4'8"
and she is so tiny! She also works out, and has muscles the size of "Konan's smaller body parts". lol! She claims its from "just working out" but sigh, I doubt it. I don't think there is any testosterone there unless she is taking steroids.
The men have been going "ape" at her size for such a little woman. She had a baby and now she has "boobs" and hips and still has that tiny body. She is really getting "obsessed" with working out. So much so that
she is cheating on her husband AND WORKING OUT 6 HRS A DAY. Yeah, she may be lovely to look at, but its going to her head.
I DO NOT ADVISE ANYONE TO VENTURE THIS, UNLESS SHE IS SERIOUSLY IN COMPETITION WITH BOXING, KICKBOXING AS A CAREER! TO DO THIS, MAY INTERRUPT YOUR FEMALE HORMONES AND CAUSE A CESSATION IN YOUR PERIODS (which I would love, but it's not healthy).
Sure hate to see you all with hair growth on your face from screwing up your hormones.
Who's offering the shopping spree if you lose weight? It sounds kind of sick. If someone doesn't love you the way you are, you don't need him/her. You might save money in the long road because such drastic weight loss might put you in the hospital. You might lose that much weight on a crazy diet, but you might do serious harm to yourself. It sounds like you want to be too thin unless you're sub 5 ft.