bunniluv

I just can't wait until the end of the week to see if more weight has come off... I just get so frustrated with myself when my stomache is bloated that I almost call it quits and run for the big bowl of rocky mt. ice cream. However, I remind myself everyday that this might be the turning point in my life, if I can just tuff it out. So whats my secret diet plan? Well, Ive been eating 1200 calories a day or less. I know less is not healthy but I am so desperate to lose these 10 to 15 pounds that its ridiculous. I think about food and my weight and how I can finally get more modeling jobs if I could just budge those last pounds, and I think about it ALL OF THE TIME. Ive been trying to rid this stomache gut forever! Thats really the only place that is holding me back. My thighs could be better, but its mostly my stomache. I eat sooo healthy, I really do. Mostly fruits and veggies and no junk food. I excersie 3 times a week, but the pounds wont budge. Finally, on Saturday I weighed myself and it said that I weighed 127 (im 5'8) and I actually am starting to believe the scale! I think I lost 5 pounds, but I also think the scale could be wrong because I just dont look or feel five pounds lighter. Maybe slighty? I dont know.. I drink occasionaly and am wondering if that really could be whats holding me back? Is that why these last pounds wont budge in my stomache? I just need advice and motivation, please.. I would be so happy with myself if these last pounds would go! Also, have any of you tried the negative calorie diet? Do you think its possible that there is such things as ""negative calories"" . How about the cabbage soup diet? I recently became a vegitarian and am loving it. Maybe that will help, but thats not why I became one. Well anyways, Ill stop blabbering about my life long story of diet struggles in hopes of some advice or encouragement. Thanks! nice to meet u all in advance too