Will I grow out of this phase or my pants first?
I've been posting on here for a while on and off about my weight. I finally joined a gym and im pretty sure I lost a little bit of weight that was bugging me by not eating too much bad stuff and going to the gym about 3-5 times a week. My new problem: I stopped this routine because I am busy a lot now and can't go to the gym all the time and I am pretty sure I gained more weight back than I lost! It's like, if I eat anything on the fattier side like other people I know can, I gain more weight around my waist and butt. I have no clue why that happens but I'm so depressed about my weight and how it always changes that sometimes if I feel like I ate too much I'll try to throw atleast half of it up. I can't even fit into my pants like I used to be able to anymore. I've always been obsessed with my weight and have been in gymnastics since I was 10 (I had almost no fat on me), on and off and every time I go a couple months without doing gymnastics I gain a little more weight. I don't know if I'm on my way to becoming obese or if this weight gain is normal since I never let myself gain any weight when I was little. PLEASE PLEASE HELP! I'm so obsessed and its affecting my relationships with everyone because it shows that Im not happy with my body.