i seriously do think there's something wrong with me i have like one month befor ei see my long-D boyfriend and i want to lose weight fast. I'm not like really fat but i can stand to lose around at least 6 more inches off my waist. THe thing is the more i obsess about it the more i end up eating which makes me think i hav an eating disorder. . i'm obsessed about food to a point where i can yearn food 24 hours a day.
i'm taking Hydroxadrine from Monday to Saturday and then on Sunday my appetite skyrockets wen i cycle off it i can't control myself and take in like 3000 calories a day. . .i just bought phentermine online. . just for the weekend fix and my nighttime cravings. . . itz my last resort i battle with myself s omuch tellin gmyself not to eat at nite and at weekends that i get depression and insomnia and stuff like that. . . i'm going nutz. . .
and i think mixing ephdrine, phetmerine and birth-control. . . wow i wouldn't b surprised if i died in my sleep tonite. . but don't worry i can't even fall asleep.
You really better think about what you are doing to yourself before taking all of these drugs daily. At least go to the docter to see if any medication interacts with another. I really would hate to hear that you got seriously hurt from being desperate to lose some weight over a boyfriend. If I were you, I would tell your boyfriend you are not ready to see him until you lose a little weight. Then you will have more time to lose it. I know what it is like to try dieting but then since it is in ur head that you have to diet, cravings and obsessions of food come up. But what you have to realize is that if you really want something bad enough, you will do it. That is what I figured out anyway. Just think of it this way, what will you gain later on from overeating? Pounds and that is about it.
I can't fall asleep either. I hope you are sleeping by now.
Is this 'boyfriend' worth this? There is no fast and easy weight loss no matter what anyone tells you. Forget that guy and take care of YOU! Just my opinion. <IMG SRC="http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/wave.gif">
wow you sound as if you are bouncing off the walls. can i recommend a couple things?
the pills - don't do that, you'll hurt yourself. -Buddah (2002 paraphrase by me)
physical -the diet - Dr Shapiro's picture perfect weight loss. Amazon sells it with a bunch of reviews so you can see how great everyone thats tried it thinks it is.
mental - i know where you are coming fromI tend to be a "tiny-bit" high strung once in while myself <IMG SRC="http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/biggrin.gif"> ...i have found meditation, to be a huge help, I think it helps alot of people some people pray, others meditate, or guided meditation, or yoga.... the yoga being great exercise as well as very centering.
Hope this helps
Cyn <p>[This message has been edited by momonline42 (edited 06-06-2002).]