My Boobs Will Not Stop Growing
I'm already pretty big chested. I'm about average, 5' 5" and range from about 135 to 140 (but look smaller), and I have a 34D-DD bra size. Just about a month ago, I was a very full D, but almost too small for DD's. I'm 17, and thought my boobs would have stopped growing by now. I had a D cup by the end of middle school, reached my full DD by the beginning of freshman year, and have maintained that general size for at least 2 years. I've always been really self-conscious about it, because while I'm toting around Pam Anderson boobs, other girls are just starting to fill A's and B's.
Anyways, I've been wearing a (VERY supportive) sports bra recently because I've been too stressed/busy to bother wearing anything but sweatshirts. I went to go wear some of my normal clothes the other day, and when I put my bra on, I had to STUFF my boobs into it. And they still looked like they were ready to burst out. So I put my sports bra back on and thought I was just bloated. There's a possibility that I've put on a few pounds, but I only weigh 140 fully clothed and with a very very full stomach. And I should be getting my period possibly toward the end of this week. But again, that would mean that I actually weigh even LESS than 140, not taking into account how weighed down I was to begin with the last time I checked. And I noticed this increase in size before I should have even started gaining my water weight.
So my question is, WHY ARE THEY GETTING BIGGER??? I'm trying to rationalize it by telling myself that it's just bloating/swelling plus whatever few pounds I put on. But they have never been this big, even when I ballooned up to 150 over the summer. I'm really concerned because I would panic if they got any bigger, they already look outrageous on me. If the situation hasnt changed by the time my period is over, I plan on seeing my doctor, but I don't want to call a false alarm. Should I be worried that the growth is permanent? Could the very binding sports bra have anything to do with it? Should I just try to wait until after I get my period? Should I just try to lose more weight (in which case I would start to look sick)?
I know this probably sounds vain to be complaining about having huge boobs, but I couldn't take any more public attention if they got any bigger. I already have to deal with comments DAILY, and it makes me highly uncomfortable and self-conscious.
Anyone who has any ideas about why this is happening, or any ideas about what I could do, I would GREATLY, GREATLY appreciate it.
Please, I'm getting kind of desperate.