cardshark

I am at the end of my string. I can't take much more. I am 24 years old and have just had a second doctor tell me that I am in premature ovarian failure. I'm single and have no children. I am a cancer survivior so the doctor said I couldn't have hormone replacement therapy because it is known to cause cancer. The doctor is recommending I have a hysterectomy. I want to get married and possibly have kids someday not make it impossible for me to have kids. I also lose my health insurance in about 9 months. I don't know what to do. I also have epilepsy that is hormonal. I go three weeks without seizures and then a week of about 20 seizures, then 3 wekks without and a week with. If they could gaurantee me that a hysterectomy would stop the seizures I'd do it since I probably won't be able to have kids anyway but they can't gaurantee it so I don't know what to do. I really need some help and advice. If anyone else knows what I'm going through please HELP ME!