Hi all, just a quick update - I have been back to the docs and she has now diagnosed me with a cystocele too.
I was also trying to ask her about the trouble Im having with the rectocele and how I 'cant go'! she told me "well, its only a small one"!!!! I dont care that its 'only a small one', the problems that go along with it arent small in proportion!!!!
So she refused to give me anything to help with the bowel movements but is referring me to physio, so hopefully I can make a start to feeling more normal again - if there is such a thing?!