trust me you are not alone i have been up since 3 in the morning and my familey sleeps on .
and that feeling in you skin you get i no how you feel but pepoule who do not have our problem find it hard to understand .
i find i,m very lonley yet alot of pepoule love me i should have nothing but smiles but at times my bodies my jail .
i,m on all sorts of meds my son was born with heart problems and has had one big op and now another is needed because of my meds that i take for my illness .
i dont no i was meant to be helping you but i guees were in the same boat .