I am really upset right now :'( I've just noticed that I have urine issuing from my birth canal rather than my urinary canal. Apparently this can be caused by a tear in the tissue between the two canals.
I think this has been going on for about a month. Since I noticed some unpleasant odor a month ago, but I just bought vaginal wash and the odor went away so i forgot about it.
I've googled it and turns out the causes of this fissure are childbirth or sexual assault. I've been through neither of these things! I masturbate regularly but not so severely to cause pain or discomfort. I hardly ever use a ***** but apparently hardly ever is enough.
I'm feeling really ashamed and embarrassed
not only will i have to tell a doctor about this, but my mom will have to find out too since she'll pay for the doctor's visit.
I'm freaking out right now
( Is it possible to have done this to myself? Am I some sort of freak? Will a doctor understand?? How can I get this fixed?
Thanks in advance for any answers...