May be Prego... Freaking out
Where to even begin...
I'm 28 and I think I may be pregnant to my boyfriend that I have been dating for the past 3 months. If I am, how do I tell him? How do I tell my family or even coworkers? 3 months of dating, really? I can only imagine what people will say or think. I think I am just shocked by this since I've always had long term (meaning 3+ years) relationships. I just recenetly got out of one over the summer because I wanted to find a guy to settle down with. I am freaking out also because my sister is trying to have a baby at no luck. I am freaking out because I just recently got promoted in my company and actually was making a name for myself. If someone asked me this time last year what I was doing, I would have probably said I would still be with Kevin since I never thought I would get the courage to break up with him. I never thought in a million years I would find a great guy. Yet, with maybe being pregnant maybe this great guy isnt a great guy. What if he says its not his or gets angry over it? I have so many thoughts going through my mind right now. I could be freaking out over nothing.
To give some insight... I just dont feel right. My stomach is just weird. I cant pin point the words to say how my stomach feels, but its a feeling I have never had before. I have felt sick every morning for the past three mornings, but I havent thrown up. I feel like I have to but I just dont. My belly out of no where started pussing yesterday (which is that even a sign?), and I have had back aches (but thats common for me). Recently I have had bad acid reflects even when not eating. Which I am not even hungry. This will sound gross and I am sorry... I feel like I am creaming down below (if that makes any sense). Im not, but I feel like I am. Anyone have any thoughts or advice or anything? I think writing this out would help me just clear my head.