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Re: I just can't be bothered with all this crap anymore.

Re: I just can't be bothered with all this crap anymore.

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Posted by brian on October 08, 2000 at 16:43:17:

In Reply to: I just can't be bothered with all this crap anymore. posted by Sandy on October 08, 2000 at 14:46:38:

: I'm a 17 yearold bloke who just can't be bothered with all this crap anymore. I know that there are some good things that happen in my life, and that i should be grateful for these and make the best of things, but I just feel that there are so many more bad things, and that they matter so much more than the good stuff. Also, I feel even worse because I feel as if I'm making a fuss about nothing and wasting everybody's time. I don't know what to feel. I've held pills in my hands countless times and stood on car park roofs etc. countless times, but I just feel like I'm being needlessly melodramatic and, afterwards, hate myself even more for not having the guts to kill myself.
: I'm glad to have found this board, cos I've been feeling like this since feburary. in the past i've been anble to talk things over with my girlfriend, whose been amazing and really the only thing that's kept me going. But she understandably got fed up and realised what a pathetic looser I really am, and dumped me after 2 years. Everyone else has long since got fed up of me, including me - I hate almost everything that I find myself doing or thinking - and so I really hope that there are some other people here who feel kinda the same as me, and might be able to offer some advice (although i reckon i've heard it all before) or just be a friend (cos I've not got many).
: If there is anyone like that, especially if you've had a long term relationship break-up recently and can chat about that with me, then please e-mail me or leave a message.
: I get worried that soon i really will kill myself, but then I think : mabye that's just then sensible thing to do. I have no beliefs in any kind of afterlife, so i think: After all, if life's going to be bad, then I've done the right thing, and if it's going to be good then I don't know anyway. Death seems like a win-win istuation, but I first have to find a way that I can go through with, and that won't go wrong. But anyone reading this will probably be just a pissed off with my self-pitying rubbish as I am, so i'll stop writing it.


hey little brother, breakups are not easy. i'm unfortunately going on my second divorce. i've been depressed because of it. i even attempted to take my own life about a year ago. but that's not the answer. you need to take care of yourself. there are plenty of places to get help. but you have to want to help yourself. message boards are a great place to express how you feel, and you can get alot of good advice, but you may want to find some professional help in your local area. there is more to your depression than just a breakup with your girlfriend, something to think about. suicidal thoughts can be extreemly overwhelming, if you get to the point that you are going to go thru with it, please do yourself a favor, go to your local emergency room and have yourself evaluated. i won't lie to you, it's going to be a long tough fight, but you CAN do it. have faith in yourself, and believe in who you are. hang in there, and remember you are not alone.
all the best
brian




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