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Posted by Jody
on October 16, 2000 at 23:17:19:
Hi You Guys,
Up until last Sunday I have been doing so well with not feeling depressed. I know when I tell you this, you will say its normal for me to feel this way, but the overwhelming sadness is scaring me on top of feeling awful. My ex husband died suddenly at the age of 56 last week. I know lots of women who have divorced, but none who have had their ex die. We have a 19 yr old daughter who lives with me in Michigan, and he lived in California. She just got back home last night, and had to get back to college a couple of hours north of here. I feel SO terribly sad for her. She is just a kid. Even though things got bad enough between he and I that we divorced, I feel SO much grief over his death. On top of that, I feel guilty now because he didn't want the divorce. This is so stupid; I didn't feel guilty about divorcing him 10 days ago. We were married for ten years, and divorced for 10 years. The last few years we were together were pure hell, he lied to me about everything. I never hated him, I just didn't like him very much. So why do I feel like I've been hit by a truck? Anyone been through this sort of thing? Thanks for listening.
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